My visual interpretation of the yearly rhythm using liturgical colors of the seasons.
Thursday, March 6, 2014
It seems having babies grounds and centers me. I didn't always see that as a good thing. It took a few babies for that lesson to begin to sink in, to see the 40 days the church gives us to rest as a time to draw in and settle, to see the the first years as a time to be home, to allow that new little one to be a reason to let go of some burdens of responsibility that lie outside the home and family. Those who know me will never say that I do that to the degree that I should. But I try. After Dimples was born, I think we found a rhythm of life that seemed to suit us well. We lived that path for a few years, and they were beautiful years. Then some things entered into my life that began to demand intense amounts of time. I let those things pull at me, because they are good things. But I lost our rhythm. The bare bones were still there, but too many things stretched me out. Now, a new little one demands that we pull in, that I find my center once again; that I might not be pulled to pieces, not find myself living in Zerrissenheit. The cold winter days are such a good time to contemplate new (old) patterns, and the past weeks of icy cold have been a time of thought and evaluation. Seeking inspiration, I found a lovely little online course, Living Curriculum: Celebrate the Rhythm, that caught my attention, so I took a chance and enrolled for March. Some of it is just a reminder of things I have forgotten or laid aside, some of it is new insight, some of it we do on a daily basis and all of it is an encouragement to me - a friend holding my hand for a few weeks to bring me back. The yearly rhythm is perhaps the one I kept hold of the best, so I will work from my strength, and move in to find a new pattern to the weekly and the daily.
Sunday, March 2, 2014
Forgive me a sinner.
Thursday, February 27, 2014
...... friends, stories, music, singing, dancing.....
....tea, oatmeal, fruit and cat buns...
A perfect St. Lucia morning!
*sorry for the seasonally inappropriate post :) no matter what I do, I cannot keep up with real time posting through the Advent season, but still wanted to share some moments of a sweet and simple celebration!
Tuesday, February 25, 2014
*This post is way overdue, and most of it was written back in January, so forgive me if it seems out of date and a bit disjointed - things are sitting in the draft folder while I love on a baby!
Once again a new year presents itself. Once again I consider a name. Last year, I embraced the word OPEN. I would like to think I was successful in opening myself to things, and letting go even if it was just a little bit. When I wrote those words last year, I had just found out I was pregnant. At that time, we had not shared the news with anyone, and it would be another month before we did. My heart was full; with love, excitement, worry and fear, so many emotions. Four years earlier, I wanted another little one more than anything. I felt our family was not complete, yet I felt selfish, ungrateful for not being completely satisfied with the joy and blessings God had already given me. I finally let go of that wish, accepted that was not to be, and embraced the stage of life I was entering. It was at the moment when I let go of my desires that God placed a new little one in our lives. I opened my hands, and He filled them. It was a beautiful lesson in accepting God's timing for things, and realizing how perfect His timing is in spite of our plans. How many things would be different had that baby come even a few weeks, let alone years, sooner than he did!
Now, one year later, I contemplate a new word. I hadn't given it much thought until the very end of the year. When my mind began to turn over the idea of what word I wished to define the pages of this new chapter, I could not help but contemplate the season. The season of the Nativity is full, pregnant if you will. So many beautiful moments and experiences, each one looking toward the greatest gift of all, the Light of the World, the bringer of true Joy. Joy. How many times that word seemed to pop up!
Rather than I choose a word for the year, it was as though a word chose me. In an almost serendipitous way, I found that word appearing everywhere I looked. I had purchased a lettered decoration for the baptism back in October that proclaimed it. I bought it because it was burlap, and fit so well with my decorations, and of course, it was a joyful occasion welcoming our little one into the fold of the Good Shepherd. After the baptism, that word resided on our fireplace above the stockings, a daily reminder to smile and enjoy each day.
Our little princess loves to make cards for everyone at Christmas, and she creates these 'word cards', folded papers cut into the shape of a word. Last year the card she made me was "love." This year my card read "joy."
After Christmas, I ordered some items from Dayspring. When my order arrived, there was a mix up. They had shipped someone else's order. When I called to let them know, they graciously told me to keep the mistaken order, and they would ship me the items I had ordered as well. One of the items in that mistaken order was a beautiful set of letter blocks, to spell out various words. My eye immediately went to the letters J...O...Y.
So this is the year of JOY. I am learning more and more that opening my hands, letting go, leads to joy.
"You shall have joy, or you shall have power, said God; you shall not have both."
Ralph Waldo Emerson.
I will try to rejoice in each day, looking to the example of the bee who finds the flower in the room, rather than the fly who finds the garbage.
Tuesday, February 18, 2014
Saturday, February 1, 2014
I have been spending a lot of time planning ideas for our year though, so while we didn't use any of these this year, I thought I would post my ideas and plans and we will look forward to implementing some of these next year!
Pantry Cleaning: I typically clean out my pantry on St. Brigid day. Since she was known for her generous pantry and willingness to always offer food to those in need, her icon hangs at our pantry. This is a great day to go through and declutter the pantry, clean jars, refill stores of food, take stock of what is needed, and remove any items that need to be discarded.
Food Pantry Donations: During all of that cleaning and organizing is a great time to find items to donate to a local food pantry program. Doing this with the kids is a great reminder that we live in abundance and that many do not have a pantry of food to go to when they are hungry.
Tea with friends: Always a favorite in our house, we often invite friends to come celebrate with us. We have made fresh butter, baked Irish Soda bread, and created St. Brigid Crosses together.
Read The Life of St. Brigid: One of my favorite Orthodox children's books!
Set a seasonal table: We have recently moved ours into the kitchen where it is more visible throughout the day. I found a small wooden shelf that fits nicely into a small space in the kitchen and we are really enjoying it.
The small vial in front of the icon contains water from a Brigid Well brought back by my in-laws when they travelled to Ireland, as well as the cross. We borrowed the icon and cross from the pantry temporarily.
We also got a festivity stand this year, which I am loving! I have always enjoyed Mat. Emily's posts featuring a stand like this, and this year got one for Christmas. The girls have taken over the role of setting it up for most feasts and seasons and they have a lot of fun digging through the various wooden animals to locate things relating to the life of a saint. Letting them set it has been a great way for them to remember what they already know about each saint.
Wednesday, January 8, 2014
Hard to believe our little one is already 4 months old. Here is a look at the baptism, which was at the end of October, but I thought was appropriate to share as we celebrate the feast of Theophany this week.
The new icons in our temple! Dmitry Shkolnik and a crew of 3 other iconographers, 2 flown in from Russia, came and spent a month at our parish creating these icons. They were completed the week before I was churched - so I left with a sanctuary of blank white walls, and returned to this!
The table overlays were unbleached cotton muslin from Hobby L*bby, very inexpensive, but has the look of raw linen. Since it was fall, I used a lot of white pumpkins to decorate, but didn't go with a complete fall color scheme since I still wanted to enjoy the pastels of a little one! Instead, I used a lot of white with milk glass vases on each table and beautiful blues for the flowers.
Buttermilk spice cake iced with cream cheese frosting, yum!!! I decorated the cake with gumpaste sugar roses and hydrangea. The roses were some I made years ago when experimenting with new techniques for realistic sugar flowers. I also had hydrangea left over from my brother-in-law's wedding cake, and I made a handful of new ones to fill in. Hydrangea are my favorite flower, and I love them in sugar almost as much as live ones.
I also made pumpkin pies in a jar, a quick uncooked version of this seasonal favorite. These were a huge hit, and the best thing is, you can make them up ahead and they store wonderfully! I put them in the mini mason jam jars, and stored them with the lids on in the refrigerator.
Loved this take home gift idea, honey from Holy Cross Monastery, in jars from Betterbee (it appears they no longer carry the 4 oz size).
Jordan almonds are a baptismal tradition for us as well, so the kids helped me stamp muslin bags with a blue cross design, and we filled them with blue and white Jordan almonds as favors.
Cider punch served from the glass jars I usually store my pasta in, and jam jars from the pantry for glasses.
selection of cheeses and fruits, cheese phyllo triangles, proscuitto and phyllo wrapped asparagus, stuffed mushrooms, stuffed pumpkin, mini quiche, individual pot pies, stuffed eggs, Captain R*dney's cheese bake, corn dip, fall salad with pumpkin seed oil vinaigrette
For the little ones, we rolled brown butcher paper across the children's tables and taped it in place. Twig styled colored pencils were placed along the length of the table. The kids had a great time coloring on the paper while they ate!
I hope you all had a merry Christmas and blessed Theophany! My blogging is a bit sporadic these days, but life is full and I thank God for that.